Just another Mind Trash
24 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
I don’t know what to tell. I really don’t want to hate you. You force me to. Even I was/am forced to hate you, I really don’t want to. I already have too many words to complain about you. I’m sick of you till I don’t want to talk about any of it anymore.
Thank you for all that you’ve done to me. I’m not hating you. it’s just I can’t stand you.
Spread the kindness people. You’ll see your kindness gives people hope and happiness.
Prayer
17 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
Dear Almighty God,
I pray to You so I can get through this internship very well. I’m glad recently, because they let me be a part of their department. They give me jobs. They answer my question about my curiosity. They give me chance to laugh together. They’re so open to me.
I pray to You so my internship circumstances always as well as right now, maybe even better. The office, yard, shop, warehouse, staffs, supervisors, foremans, and all paces/person who have relation to me ( in work ) and certainly my friends.
I pray to You so I can get so much useful knowledge. To make me wiser, more mature, improve my social skill, and become a person who knows and can be liable for what I have done, and what I should do.
I pray to You so You can protect and take care of my beloved family, you, your family, friends, ralatives, wherever they are. Keep them safe, give them health, show them Your good way.
Amin.
Silly.
17 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
in ceritaku, internship, Uncategorized
too scared to open the door. even for asking who’s there outside.
only one PC. only one person : me.
only one PC. only one person : me.
oh dear you, who will be here in July. Please come here soon. I’m scared being alone.
Taken. (No Offense)
16 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
I always force myself to be a nice person, trying to be a friendly person, always smile to everyone. Like I said, “Spread the kindness”. But ever since I done that, there are so many different feedback given to me, which is :
1. Giving back his/her smile and kindness to me (without any side purposes). This kind of feedback is my favorite. I, and the one who give me this kind of feedback could be friends, or maybe best friend. We can get to know each other better or just have some simple conversation.
2. Giving back his/her smile and kindness to me (with any side purposes). This side purpose is usually came of their mind because they miss-interpretated our kindness. Your kindness can be interpretated that you are giving them hope or you like them (in the relationship way) or just other miss-interpretation.
Well, the no. 1 feedback is highly appreciated by me. But, the no. 2 feedback? I guess no. I used to be a little tricky about this feedback. I could have them told, not by me, but by many ways that can be thought by me at that time. Could be by my friend, could be by some social-networking sites, etc.
The tricky ways always make me feel bad. Very bad. But if I become an arrogant person, I guess there are plenty person out there who hate me and maybe they can pray bad for me. I just don’t know what I should do. I don’t wanna hurt people’s heart, but I want to tell them to that my kindness is just for a friendship. I’m taken by the way (no offense). =)
To You who I Barely know
13 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
in teman
Maybe we just haven’t had any chances to get to know each other better.
I hope you can understand my emotion and so do I.
Help Us! Hahaha
03 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
in ceritaku, internship, teman
It’s almost 10 pm,and I’m gonna start writing about my very today.
We actually got up a little late,5 am this morning. I got the 2nd turn to shower after Rizka. The water here’s not cold at all,I’d rather say warm like the weather. So it don’t matter what time I want to take a shower. I’d be pleased if I can shower like 4 time a day,because it’s all sweatin’ everywhere. But I couldn’t do it because I live here with 4 other member. If I took 4 times shower a day,what will the water bill be? The fan that we bought yesterday,helped us so much. But after all,the flat is very great now,we’ve fulfilling it with our needs.
The issue that matters right now is what is the most effective transportation should we take to go to workplace? Is it by a cab? Public transportation? Motorcycle? Or what? ‘Till now,we haven’t figure it out. Hmm. A bit hard actually. We should consider many things like,what if we’re not able to go home together because two of us have overtime work? And this morning, pander-age around the carry-stop made us confused. They all know that we are new in this city, they didn’t help us, they complicated things for us. Hmm. I remember, karma does exist. But I even more told myself that, when there are tourist who’ve lost their way or confused, I, as a member of the city where I stand, I will make them arrived at their destination safely. I will be their nice guide.
Think that’s lesson that I’ve got today. Off to sleep! Bye. Hope I’ll write another tomorrow. God, please make me a better me tomorrow.
(PS: I forgot to tell the Safety Induction at our workplace. It was fun though, with other engineers and a group of honest scaffolders that very touching our heart.)
Four Day @ Batam Island
02 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
in ceritaku, internship, teman
Batam. Here where I lived for nearly two months ahead.
My internship story starting Sunday afternoon. Yes, we (me, Rizka, Fira, and Liza) arrived in Batam, May 30th, 2010 at 1:15 pm. Arriving at Hang Nadim airport, we were picked up by a friend of my father, and then we delivered to the hotel for overnight stay.
The second day filled with activities to find a place to live, accompanied by Bang Rizal, we walked around Batu Ampar and surrounding areas. Looks like I’ve started to remember the street in this area (Jodoh, Baloi, Batu Ampar). After a long search, we can finally live in Flat Lancangkuning. Unfortunately, the Lancangkuning can be occupied on Tuesday. Finally today, with tears and sweat (hmmm.. Agak lebay sih!), We stayed at casa’s house. Thank’s to casa and her mom, who’ve Gave us place to stay one night. =)
Day three, we’ve all of pack and unpack, and cleaning our room thing. haha. Our room was Designed for four people, the Ventilation is so small, so this room is a little stuffy. hmmm. off to the company, We Should Meet company’s HRD Registering Ourselves. We met Mrs. Maulina Ida, she’s very friendly. Not like the one I used to imagine. = P after about 20 minutes meeting We Were allowed to go home, but We went to harbor bay mall to buy few things such as water heater, our food stocks, etc. then, first night sleep was so bad. sweat everywhere, you know? I wake up almost once an hour because the air in this room isn’t circulating.
And then here comes the day 4. Our day off. Here it comes. Casa invited us to go to Batam Centre to bicycle ride together. But We chose to see the Sex and the City 2 movie at Mega Mall. It is a romantic, funny, and of course adult movie. Must watch! the movie made me feel bad. Because I became so anxious to meet with Mr. D. Oh, how I miss him so bad. = (We then took a public transportation (angkot / carry) to go home.
This is it, the story of my / our four days in Batam. I hope Tomorrow Is a great day, and I thank god for a great today. I ‘ll go sleep. Bye!
(PS: We Finally have our own fans, so the room so hot Is not Anymore)
